The Dark Side
Well, it’s safe to say that I have experienced the dark side, head on! It began slowly with a lack of energy and mood swings. With my mind racing with thoughts that seem not to be my own. Sometimes it’s hard to recognize when things get out of hand. Other times it’s much easier to realize that something is wrong. I share this next part with you only to help. People who may be having the same kind of symptoms.
Added to my low mood and low thoughts about myself. When I would first wake up in the morning, I would think of knives. Long sharp knives like the kinda butcher would use. I didn’t really think much of it as I do what most people do and just get on with their day.
As the days progressed I would see the knives in my mind’s eye at random times throughout my day. Then the visions started showing the knives close to my wrists. As my days went on this became the norm. To the point that I no longer questioned why this was happening.
When I feel out of sorts. I just can’t place my finger on one thing that is wrong in my life. The message that was coming through, was just get it over with.
I don't suffer from suicidal thoughts. It has never been an issue for me. Nor have I ever been on medication because of suicidal thoughts or thoughts of wanting to cause harm to me. I feel that’s why I didn’t catch this problem right away. You see the thought was more like an annoying fly. That you quickly swat away. I finally sought out another healing practitioner who also works with Energy healing.
During the session, many issues I was dealing with came to the surface and I was able to clear them out. It was a rather amazing session! It is always easier when two people speak the same language! As in the language of Energy Healing! It wasn’t until the end of the session, where my friend saw a dark entity and in low energy, shrink and slither away! It had become so fearful of me taking my power back, that it had no choice but to leave after I did!
So as you can see anyone can have a dark energy-sucking attachment. It doesn’t matter who you are. I realized it was the dark side like in “star wars” that was showing me the knives vision or thought. During the session, I also learned that one of my past teachers was listening to a dark entity. I learned this only for myself to trust my own intuition, as it didn’t make sense to teach people a healing modality and then make them so insecure about their ability to teach it to others, that most chose not to spread the positive energy. So as you can see even those with good intentions can be tricked by the dark side.
